20080728

not so great

i am just feeling really poorly about my body this evening
i feel like i have absolutely no self-control with food
i feel like no amount of working out will do any good
i feel like no matter how hard i work, i will never be a match for genetics, social conditioning, and aging
how lame is that?


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i keep wondering
what was i doing in years past that "worked"?
will i always feel like i'm going crazy?
what did stars, and even normal women, do in decades past, like the 40's and 50's, before the workout craze?

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