i'm feeling a lot of things
fashion-wise, i have no money to put into my ideas. i have no resources, and none in the foreseeable future. my dreams are on hold.
or maybe not.
i have literally no idea where God is taking my life next.
but it's hard, being here
feeling overwhelmed. overwhelmingly panicked (at times).
overwhelmingly longing for assurance of God's overwhelming love and affection and direction, and wanting to be drowned in it.
the vision of that is still eclipsed by my fretting over current situations.
does this make me weak? or dumb?
still, i am comforted
and i continue
...

spent time with used-to-be-close friend today. it went well.

this is me (right) with her in the movie theater.