i have no one
who do i have?
i have no one
nothing i do will satisfy
i am too selfish
a monster

...

i wonder if anyone even reads my words
i figure who would want to? since
my life is not exactly daisies and roses
i try to make the most of it
but i feel like i just end up complaining
what is wrong with me
that i am so dark and twisty?
or
what horrors (trials) does God have in store
for me
after this storm was passed?

will this storm pass?