thin

where does one cross the line
from
casual fiber-pill-taker to
mia?
from
watching food intake to
obsessed?
from
pro-ana to
ana?
from
transformed to
emaciated?
from
concerned to
depressed, full of self-loathing?

i have a full history of love-hate with my body.
it's harder for some than others.
i wish this was a part of me that never had to surface, that never was an issue.
but it is.