well, i haven't been here in awhile

it's been all papers and projects and no sleep

that time of year

i still feel stuck

but oregon is coming

probably all too soon

i'm dangerously pinning many hopes on the semester

seeing as how now, i'm supposed to be in the most engaging classes of my major, and i couldn't be more disinterested or bored

i decided

if i was to do it over

i'd say fuck it (what's practicality in this economy anyways?)

i'd study photography and philosophy

i guess sometimes it takes all four years to see where you should have gone at the start

maybe that's what i'm getting out of all of this

i don't know